Under 10 you can not wait till your teens. Teens you can not wait till your 20's. Twenty's hit and you want them to last forever. Thirty's you try to convince yourself they ain't so bad. Forty's hit and what you thought was old, when you were young, is now your new young. Fifty's hit and you look back and think I wish...... I wish I had the love of my life by my side. I wish my kids would return my text messages. I wish my grandkids wanted to spend time with me. I wish I was happy. What happen to my life.... At one point I was happy, top of the world. I had love, kids, and a life. I was busy. Now I am just depressed and assuming this is The After Party. Don't judge!